ToughChoice

i have always been an extremely indecesive person...but now i have to make a possibily one of the most toughest decisions in my life! damn it!

summer plan possibilities:
1) to go back to china and visit my grandparents whom i haven't seen for 7 years

2) to stay here (god i hate it here!) and apply for hyers and hopefully i can get in--if not then my time is wasted for nothing

3) to stay here and summer school

My personal favorite is #1 but the other two choices can sure make my next school year a lot easier... fuck, i donno which to choice--and i should have my decison by tomorrow at the latest... this sucks big time...

Plus i'm already taking two trips during the school year to california and ottawa so another might seem too much? i donno all i know is that i miss my grandparents and i want to spend time with them and everyone else in my family!

fuck i hate having to choice between these!