Things are never quiet scary when you got a best Friend...

I just came back from Connie's Sweet Sixteen B-Day party. It was so fun! We played DDR (I suck :P) and mario carts (I suck too ^_^;;)................
but it was a party that i really enjoyed in a long time...
usually (for the past while now) I always get semi-depressed at parties. I donno why, I just do... maybe is because of the happy atmosphere, the laughters, the few people that doesn't seem to belong.. i doonoo

but connie's party was fun...while it lasted
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I consider her one of my best friends, yet i wasn't invited to sleepover...
i know that's not a big deal or anything, but still...
i know it's her party and she should have whoever she likes to sleepover...
but still...
i feel cheated, foolish, lost

"things are never quiet scary when you have a best friend..." Calvin and Hobbes was right....

i don't have one

it's a scary world out there.....
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am i alone?..............................
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i miss my best friends in China. They were always there for me when i needed. we were inseparatable. we were the most cheerful, happy, united, fun, imaginative, creative, inclusive trio there ever will be........... but i lost them...
i miss them so much....
魏楠, 王亚蓝...我好想你们啊.....
可是....it's never gonna be the same again.............
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i wish that i can go back in time and never let go of our friendship, but back then i didn't understand the importance of having great, terrific, amazing friends like you two...
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i mis