RIP Nicco Rothe <3 endless

Everything seems so sureal...
Shauna told me that you passed away...
i didn't believe her...
i thought it was all a joke....
We then asked Sasha if it was true....
he said
yes

i still didn't believe...you were always so happy and loved to play pranks on ppl, so i thought it was still a big joke...and that you were gonna jump out anytime and say:
GOtchA!

I saw the people in the hallways...crying....
hugging...
walking around endlessly....
I heard the teachers comforting students or students comforting teachers...

and i knew then...
you died...

but why???!!! how?!! we know nothing of the details of what had happened....
and we pray that it was all an accident

we pray that you didn't do something stupid...
nicco.
we miss you so much...

the reality of it all just hit me now...
i just finally realized that i'm never gonna see you walking down the hallways again...
somehow i cannot erase your happy image, your cheerful face, your hawaii skirt and cocanut bra, your bright white skin, your neon blond hair...lol you are...
were amazing...

Nicco i know you are looking down on us right now...
guiding us...
guarding us....

We will have a ceremony at the school for you tomorrow...
hope you can be there...

.......E........
.......N.......
.......D........
...EVOLOVE
.......E........
.......S........
.......S........

we will always love you and miss you...
Nicco Rothe
1989- 2006.04.05